Somehow I knew
it was Charcoal coming
from behind
and my guess
didn't go wrong.
:):):)
Saturday....
Was stressed out
because little miss
Farhana didn't bring
my durusul arabi book.
Was hiding behind
the akkas,
and Hazrat
didn't notice.
Phew.
As usual, he picked
on me to answer
a question
and as usual,
my maanam soared to outer space
when I didn't.
Well, I wasn't the only one.
Hehehe.
There are a few weeks
I might not be coming as
I foresee.
And it's sickening.
I tell my ustazah heads
"Cousin kalyaanam irunthuchu"
and I get eye-contact stares
that make my heart drop
to the pit of my stomach.
Then when I do
pon my family functions,
I tell my cousins,
"Got madrasah so varale"
I get the same
question every time
"So madrasah more important
then family la?"
ARGHHHHH.
Irritating.
But I have my priorities.
I only will alter them
when I see reason for it.
So right now,
being a PM,
my madrasah does
gain a higher notch
than any melodramatic
family function.
Esp when I have to
look at certain people
who make my blood boil,
I rather go to my
madrasah to at least
improve my
already-naaruraaning
Arabic or
teach my students.
Quote of the day: "Eh, don't lie. That is the General Science lab" - Vanessa (After I told her to open the door to the GS lab -_-' )
