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"It is He who created you from a single soul,
And made its mate of like nature
in order that you might dwell with her in LOVE...."(Al-Quran 7:189)
posted @ 6:50 PM |
Aug 3, 2010
HARVARD (read: HARVARD) 's Din and Tonics came to SCHOOL TODAYY!I tell you.IT WAS THE BEST AJ CIVICS EVER. Hilarious antics, fantastic, i mean, marvellous, spine chilling singing,that melts you to human goo. and they were so funny!imagine that, a singing acapella group that is HILARIOUS with funny impressions and dances and speeches.Im envious. Really really envious of these guys.Handsome!!Smart with a capital S.and Talented.Total package.sigh.DIN AND TONICS WHOOHOO!
posted @ 9:31 PM |
Jun 25, 2010
Today my sis and I went to ICA building to do our passports.
On the way there, in the MRT, a blind man came in with his white cane.
An Indian national who was a complete stranger to him came and
sat him down at the reserved seat.
After I while, I got the chance to sit next to him.
I was quite intrigued by him and was taking like side glances at him.
But I felt awful because even though he cant see me doing it
he might have felt it so I stopped.
He was listening to music! So cool.
Then city hall came, he was getting off at the same stop as me.
So me and my sis helped him out of the train by guiding his elbow.
Then we got out, I asked him
"where do you have to go?"
He opened his mouth and said "the next platform"
My heart skipped a beat.
It was like honey filling the air with song.
It was those kind of voice that isnt too deep and isnt too high.
It was astounding.
Then we brought him there and we then confused which station he wanted to go.
Then I was very happy i could talk to him again.
I looked straight at his eyes.
They were white slits.
Then i asked "which station do you have to go"
"tampines"
Waah, again, fullamak.
Then train came, and we sat him down at an empty reserved seat again.
My sis and I went to stand the centre pole and
were discussing how brilliant his voice was.
Then I suggested we should tell him and make his day.
But he was wearing his ear pieces and did not want to disturb him.
But I had to because of a personal experience
where a completely random woman came up to me and said
I was pretty (dont ask) and it made my day.
So like one min before Lavender doors opened,
I went to him.
I didnt realize he was talkin to someone using ear piece
and e mic
and just said "your voice is beautiful"
he didnt hear so I lightly touched his fingers holding the mic
then he took out his ear piece.
"Your voice is very nice"
This is the best part.
He was looking down and not at me
and he gave like a split second shocked reaction
and then SMILED like a child.
And then an innocent "thank you".
My god, it was a beautiful moment.
Then I remembered my manners and said "Have a nice day, bye"
and rushed out the closing MRT doors.
The doors closed shut and that was it, he was gone.
Thank you God for giving me this opportunity.
It was enriching.
:):)
Come to think of it, I do not even know what race/religion he was.
I think Malay.
Anyway, my sis and I Agree he would have been very good looking if he wasnt blind.
Ya Allah, thank you for my eyes and my health.
:)
posted @ 3:19 PM |
Apr 23, 2010
Another year, another birthday.
Thank you to all who wished me
and for all the presents and surprises.
You know who you are.
Much love.
:)
posted @ 8:19 PM |
Feb 17, 2010
You are one of the most perfect people I've seen in my life.
I wouldn't say "met" because we have never been introduced.
But its ok because some things are just not meant to be.
I want to be just like you.
Too much to ask for eh?
You amaze me and I mean that in the most non romantic,
non bimbotic, completely sane manner.
posted @ 11:42 PM |
Feb 13, 2010
thirty second thirteenth. thirty-second transcendence.
posted @ 12:27 AM |
Dec 16, 2009
I envy you.
posted @ 6:50 PM |
Dec 11, 2009
Mira Anna Niran n me
were having dinner
at Bugis after a tiring tiring day
finding dance costumes.
We sat down.
Diagonally opposite to me was a Indian lady
sitting in the next table.
She was like e high class stylish type.
Wearing a black v-neck dress.
I noticed she was looking at me with
this look in her eyes.
Got a bit freaked out.
Maybe she didnt like us pesky teenagers
making a racket of how our legs hurt like hell.
She and her friend got up to leave.
She then tapped on my shoulder and said
"You are a very pretty girl."
I just sat there with my mouth open.
Me.
With all my makeup melted away
and all tired out.
In a simple white tudong.
lol.
I dont think she even heard my "thank you".
It completely made my day.
Such nice people are rare to find in Singapore.
:):):)
(btw you know what my mom said when I told her:
"maybe the lighting not right. she never see properly")
But then all my euphoria just went out the window
after what happened next.
There was this
white boy and a north indian girl,
both about my age
in the table beside us now.
My god, PDA to the freaking max.
Damn irritating until to the point
I was thinking "Go get a room".
You guys act like animals in the middle
of a restaurant, of course, people will
stare right.
Thats exactly wat we were doing.
We were giving them awkward glances
and murderous looks.
Taboleh tahan sia.
There was this Chinese old man sitting
right in front of those snuggling "lovebirds"
and he quickly quickly
finished his food and ran off.
Poor soul.
Then this Mira.
I seriously do not know what to do with her.
I told them
"First letters of the 3 animals I'm going to say:
Penguin Dolphin Ape. To the max"
Niran and Anna nodded in agreement.
This Mira,
adding to the fact that she took 10 seconds
to figure out the first letters,
she told them SO LOUDLY that
the completely not shameless
people could hear beside me.
And she didn't know the meaning also.
GAH.
I didn't even dare look at the couple.
Both Anna and me were sitting with
our both hands at our forehead.
What a day. what a day.
posted @ 12:07 AM |
Nov 30, 2009
Ok these few days have been eventful, to say the least.
WEDNESDAY
Met up with my dear dear Sapta.
It was not full strength coz Nan had
to study and Ruf had dance.
So it was Vay, Sangee, Geetz, Sindhu and me.
We were supposed to
"do our hair and nails" << TO MY UTTER DISGUST
and watch movies.
As usual, Vay rented the most weirdest titles and
this time it was Carolina Moon.
O_o?
Samn rxn here.
So we abandoned the movies and
spent like about 4 hours on Vay's couch
just talking and talking and talking nonstop.
Just like old ladies about the good old
Cedarian days and the not-so-good present days.
About boys, studies, how we have changed,
2010, 2012 (*roll eyes*) and many other ahem private stuff.
It felt like home.
Felt like the past Sha has been reawakened.
Next time I see them will be Cedar Homecoming.
So bloody excited to see the new campus!
THURSDAY
Farewell dance practice.
Confirm in 1st song dance.
Yay!
Completed it and we look quite awesome actually.
2nd song choreo is hard but damn fun actually.
We are so gonna rock the stage if we practice really hard.
:):):)
I realized I would have given 6 performances
by the end of the year.
Arangam, SYF, AJ Dazzle, JJC, Farewell Assembly and AJTL Farewell.
Woah.
Good times.
FRIDAY
Hari Raya Haji.
Was in full blue.
Went to Habima house.
Met Shamsiah akka and Fabian!
Usually my height doesn't bother me
but I only come up to Fabi's elbow around there.
Gah....
n he said he is considered short and
his father is taller than him.
Going to Germany, not happening now.
Mehru, Malike came down also.
The highlight was when Habi pulled out
this orange box full of OLD OLD pictures
when I was like 3-4 years old.
All of us were ogling at our young selves
and how cute or ahem nerdyyyyyyy we were.
All the shorts were near our chest.
All the multi coloured shirts were tucked in those shorts.
Urgh urgh.
But really it was fantastic looking at those pictures.
Awesome memories.
Met my new born cousin, Yasmin.
She is sooo cute when she smiles.
Later when to Jurong.
Met my new born niece, Yasmin.
(Yes, 2 yasmins.)
She slept in my arms!!!!!
Aaah, so cute.
SATURDAY
This was an awesome day.
In madrasah, we had to help with the
Korban and the Korban feast.
Mega highlight of the day:
I sheared goat's legs.
YES!
They sacrificed the goats and gave the girls
just the goats legs.
We had to shear the overgrown fur and SKIN
using knifes
off the goats legs and just give them the bones.
My god, it was bloody and stinky and disgusting
at first.
All kinds of vomit sensations.
But we got used to it and it was
definitely an unique experience.
UNFORGETTABLE.
Just wished we had taken pictures.
But its ok. Next year!
We have become experts already.
Then we washed and cut and packed and cleaned
and all that as usual.
Damn tired.
But loved it all the same.
SUNDAY
When I think of this day, only this phrase comes to mind.
"Who says tudong clad women can't have fun??!!!"
East Coast Beach outing with Madrasah Girls.
About 30 of us headed to ECP
to just bond and celebrate the end of year.
Senior ustazahs were there too.
Ice breakers started off things when suddenly,
disaster struck.
It started raining like CATS AND DOGS.
It was like every second, it got heavier and heavier.
But of course, nothing stops us in the name of having fun.
We continued playing!
We went to a grassy patch near our shelter
in which half was mud.
The kind that if you press your foot in,
half of your foot will be buried kind.
n just played captains ball!
With our tudongs and shirts drenched in the pouring rain
and splashing mud,
we were having a ball of a time.
n my team won!!!
After that, all of us got down to the water
after the rain subsided.
I think from the outside,
it will look very out of the norm
to see about 20 women in tudong,
colourfully, in the water.
But we couldnt care less, and were taking
gazilllion photos in the water up until our necks.
Even the senior ustazahs joined in!!!!!!!
Then cycling.
I cant cycle to save my life, so Ris and I
took doubles and she rode.
With the wind ripping through,
I was "riding" behind like
as if I've been on a bike all my life.
Terrific day. Absolutely terrific.
So yes, that was my week.
N now that december has started.
Its gonna be exercise, dance, study, memorise
and nothing else.
THE MONTH OF CHANGE.
peace!
posted @ 9:30 AM |
Nov 20, 2009
I hope people realize they
do not have to be so paranoid
and insecure.
I am not interested in what I do not own.
I am here, just minding my own
business,
business that I do not have to be doing
if circumstances were different.
Please, no drama.
It is completely unnecessary.
Just walk a mile in our shoes.
posted @ 9:42 PM |
Nov 18, 2009
This post is not meant for any specific person.As everyone who knows me knows,I do not believe in the "love" that springs uplike mushrooms during rain storms under thedreamlike age of 20. It is not true.I can feel the hormone-raging teenagerslooking at me like O_o through the computer.That is the indisputable truth, deal with it.You can counter me with some rare peoplewho met during their teenage years and got married (dude, even my parents did)but YOU, right there, reading, YOU werenot born in that era where I think, lovewas more sacred and was not thrown aroundlike a volleyballs.YOU are not that rare case so do not kid yourself.It's not going to work.I can hit you back with thousands of examples offailed young love and you know I will win.As for myself, there is a a certain illusion in my life that I treasure to degrees unimaginable.Just to clarify, I'm not a hypocrite,what I believe in applies to me also.Even after 20, I do not think I will allow myself to embrace the notion of true love because ofmy other priorities.If all goes well, I will be in NUS whereI will have no time on my hands,not enough energy in my bodyor adequate money in my pocket.Why get myself into a mess whenI already have so much things to do?Why have unwanted memories thatcannot be deleted off like junk emails?There is always a right time for the right things.This is NOT the right time.Yes, I appreciate the sweetness andcuriosity of young love (I am also a girl) butI know where ideality stops.Call me a stone-hearted maniac, or say"you will never understand it" or better still,turn into prophets and predict"you are SOOOO gonna fall head over heels with a guy in uni.........."It's just going to go through one ear and out the other because
I am going to come to your wedding one day and ask you"so whatever happened to [enter name(s) here] ?"And walk away with a smile.Peace out.
posted @ 6:26 AM |
Nov 6, 2009
One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can’t utter.
–James Earl Jones
posted @ 8:04 PM |
Oct 21, 2009
நான் என்ற சொல் இனி வேண்டாம்
நீ என்பதே இனி நான்தான்
இனிமேலும் வரம் கேட்க தேவை இல்லை
இது போதும் வேறு எங்கும் சுவர்க்கம் இல்லை
உயிரே வா.....
நாடகம் முடிந்த பின்னாலும்
நடிபென்பது தொடர்வது என்ன?
ஓரங்க வேடம் இனி போதும் பெண்ணே
உயிர் போகும் மட்டும் உன் நினைவே கண்ணே
உயிரே வா..
From Kamal Hassan's pen and Ilaiyarajha's chords.
Hey Ram - Nee partha paarvai.
உன் சிரிப்பு ஒன்று போதுமே.
என் பிறப்பு துறந்து போகுதே
posted @ 7:19 PM |
Oct 8, 2009
here's to recommending everyone to watch these 3 movies.
EERAM.
NINAITHALE INIKKUM.
NADODIGAL.
and this english short film called SIGNS
definitely going to buy the dvds and keep em.
posted @ 6:23 PM |
Oct 6, 2009
Love is simple. It's people who make it complicated.
posted @ 7:50 AM |
Sep 14, 2009
It says it all.2 years 3 months.
posted @ 9:10 PM |
Sep 3, 2009
HELL YEAH. memories. memories. memories.
posted @ 6:02 AM |
Aug 10, 2009
"her boyfriend"
LMAO. LMAO. LMAO.
sry inside joke sial.
posted @ 1:58 PM |
Aug 2, 2009
Never have I been this jeolous and amazed simultaneously before.
You are an inspiration.
I hope you know that.
posted @ 12:40 PM |
Jul 27, 2009
I could actually feel my heart racing.
posted @ 10:36 PM |
Jul 20, 2009
over the years that have pastive seen you wrinkle and agebut our memories will always lastright through to the last page- Sha.
posted @ 11:43 PM |
Jun 28, 2009
R.I.P
Mr.
Michael
Jackson,
the
Legend.
posted @ 9:21 PM |
Jun 23, 2009
Everything I do,
I want to do it for you.
You will never know
but that is the way it is
and no matter how much I wish it
was different,
it woud never be.
So here is a toast for those
who admire from afar
and take pride in their
way of life.
For they are the truely sensible ones
who distinguish, decide and do.
My june 13th,
I know about the future,
it does not hold you,
but my past was always knitted with you
and I stay in between
in the present.
posted @ 10:39 AM |
Jun 19, 2009
Studying with Para and Suren.
Hilarious.
"Conzume...."
"The lizard move damn seductively..."
nonsense la.
Movie fest with Sapta.
Dostana freakin funny.
JOHN ABRAHAM.
4M Gathering at Vay's condo.
Swimming was awesome.
Pushin vay into the pool was more awesome.
Lunch with Shubz, Ayesha, Laksh and Prasad.
Enjoyed it extremely.
Bila bila indian food.
Wonderful week.
One of my last in AJ.
Peace out........
posted @ 7:21 PM |
Jun 14, 2009
நடுக்காட்டில் தனிமை வந்ததேஅழகிய ஆசை உணர்வு தந்ததே உலகம் மாறுதே உயிர் சுகம் தேடுதே இளமையில் தொடாமல் பூக்கள் மொட்டாக ஏங்கும் தென்காடு நீ புது வேர்கள் கை சேர்ந்து பச்சை நீர்க்கொர்த்து சூழும் ஏகாந்தம் நீ கடல் காற்றில் இதயம் பட்டதேஅதில் உந்தன் பெயரை அழுத்தி சொல்லுதே
அலை மடி நீங்குதே அதில் உன்னை ஏந்துதே Beautiful song, Kaatrukulle, from Sarvam. The video is awesome too.Anything to do with nature, I LIKE.Siragugal is cool too but it is definitely the video that makes it a hit.Aarya in that black jippa. Sighh......He must have fainted from heat stroke but it was so worth it.Neethane is nice too but the video ruined it.Aarya is extremely extremely good looking in this movie.Stupid bitch trisha had the luck to act next to him.Should have been Asin or somehow who can actually act.look at the guy beside. that is the kind of reaction trisha brings.......
"ஐயோ! இவ பக்கத்துலே நிக்க வச்சுதான்களே. கப்பு வேற தாங்க முடியலே!" 
AARYAAAA!!
peace out.
posted @ 11:16 AM |
Jun 12, 2009
I am outraged that Miley Cirus,
that wannabe idiot who can't
sing or act, won best song for
her disgusting song in her useless movie
in the MTV Movie Awards 2009
against the
MADRAS MOZART
ISAI PUYAL
ACADEMY AWARD WINNING
ARR's
Jai Ho.
Seriously, the world is coming down to nothing.
Hmph.
But it's ok.
Let small dogs gets their share if not
they would just whine even more.
Mualimah outing at East Coast was too damn fun.
Got soaking wet in tudong all.
Lots of pictures.
Had a great time.
TL board finally fin.
Looks beautiful.
Happy I was a part of the team.
Everything we do is of quality la.
Hahaha.
Peace out.
posted @ 10:03 PM |
Jun 7, 2009
I can't believe how highly you think of yourself.
Have you ever just once seen yourself in the mirror?
Don't think so because all of them would have cracked
when you were 50 feet away.
So looks do not matter but listen up, your
"personality" does not even equate to the dust on my feet.
I might be a bit harsh but I think you know
that you deserve it and that deep down
you are nothing but a poser trying to act.
Trying to act cool, confident, suave.
Wake up man.
And YOU.
I got to give it up to you man.
You are one of the few rare ones that can
actually make me dumbfounded at your stupidity.
I really doubt you got brain cells.
If you want a plaything, pick and choose from
the vast selection under my Yishun block.
Because obviously, you do not deserve someone with class.
So, rose with a rafflesia odour,
hope flies are fine with you because
those are what you are going to end up with.
And yes, you.
Trying to get the title "Most Insensitive Moron" is it?
Would be more than happy to throw it at your face.
It is a tad bit advanced to handle for you
but if you try maybe, just maybe, you
could have more than 2 female friends.
No matter how much you wish we were,
we are not males for you to lash out
your comments and expect not to have yourself
given the cold shoulder.
Peace out.
PS: Don't ask me who are the creatures I talked about.
It is not who you are thinking. But it just might be........
posted @ 9:40 PM |
omgomgomgomgomg!
omgomgomgomgomgogm!
LINKIN PARK IS COMING TO SINGAPORE.
*jumps around like a retard*
*screams like an hyena*
*hysterically laughs like a maniac*
*faints*
It would be my second time watching them LIVE.
The last time, I waited for 8 hours before gates opened.
Singfest 08, waited for 7.
Fort Minor was 7 too.
Even if I have to wait for 12 hours,
I don't give a shit,
I will bring my maths homework to do.
Mike is having his second art gallery up soon.
Chaz is putting out his solo record this year.
LP is doing the Transformers 2 SCORE and
one song in the OST
which rocks btw "New Divide".
And they have an active charity called "Music For Relief".
I really don't think any other band does as much
charity as they do.
Now tell me, is there any wonder why LP
just OWNS!!!
posted @ 10:37 AM |
May 31, 2009
"ANDERSON JUNIOR COLLEGE!!!!"
That was it man.
That was it.
The first step to prove the quality of
the AJTL 09/10 batch.
JJC Vaanavil 2009 Challenge Trophy
is sitting on our display shelves now.
Thank you rappers for the memories.
Thank you AJTL for the support.
Thank you Prasad, Vay and Siva for being there.
Thank you JJC peeps for all the help.
You guys were great.
Good luck for Agni next year.
Let's strengthen our winning streaks even more.
AJ 25 Concert 2009 was an event too
extraordinary for words.
There is this intense feeling of pride
you get when you watch your
a performance and go
"Whoa. That is goooood".
The dance was insane and fantastic.
Even our principal is puzzled why we didnt get GWH.
I just wish I could turn back time and
and put Raj and Brindax in their
stunning constumes for our
actual SYF.
That Sunday was one that was full of
LAUGHS, awkwardness, tension, determination and
"darna darna darna eh". lol.
That powerpacked performance is proof that we deserved
much much more than what we got.
All the praise we got stands for the disappointment and
pain that we felt.
This is the exact reason why our AJTL symbol is
a fiery phoenix.
Let's charge on TL!
One thing that I learnt the hard way for
both SYF and JJ vaanavil was that
if you feel something is not appropriate,
irrelevant or just does not make sense,
voice it out with your members then and there.
Change it and make it right
ASAP even if it means going against
higher authorities.
Because that one thing might mean
the difference between a gold and a silver
or an impactful performance and a meagre one.
I'm going to stick to that lesson for good.
SYF.
Arangam.
AJ 25 Concert.
JJC Vaanavil.
Wow.
I think I'm done man.
Going to give way to others for PJC Aadiperukku
before some people complain
that I'm joining in all the competitions.
Being an exco member is really
changing my JC life.
I feel like I need to look out for others more
than I usually do
and keep a watchful eye on how I behave
but that is alright.
It's good for me.
I'm really trying to lower down my tension
and stress.
By the end of the year,
I would not need stabilizers anymore.
Bagagagaga.
Madrasah Camp was ok.
The only highlight was that they
called me as a judge for the kirat competition
together with the senior ustazahs.
"Siru kadagu aanaalum kaaram kuraiyaathu"
was the reply I got for my stunned face.
But I know how pressurizing it is for
the compeititors, sitting there with the Quran
to read God's words in
the most beautiful way because
I was there before.
I have progressed!
Anyway, I think, last year's camp
was more fun because Girls' Youth Wing
were the main facilitators and were
put in charge for different sections.
This year we had to stick to our
classes only with our juniors taking
care of the jobs.
It felt empty, I dunno why,
GYW's term only lasted for half a year
when we expected at least 2 years.
And the person I was looking
very much forward to see was no where to be seen.
Well, it's ok, I got to bond with my students
even though I still had to scream at them
from time to time.
I saw the love they have for their teachers
and I was really touched.
June hols are here.
Lots of catching up to do.
With academics and with people.
The more I carry on with life,
the more I'm starting to believe in a quote
I read on the net.
"Maybe its meant to be that you live
certain periods of time with certain people.
And then you just move on."
posted @ 11:00 PM |
May 23, 2009
Hot milo.
Burnt tongue.
Jumping around like a retard.
Ok done now.
QUOTES!
Jeston: "I going to peep at her."
Little Miss Supersonic ears Kothai : "HUH! WHAT! You are going to PIPETTE her?!!!!"
Perfect example of the mugger JC.....
Another one from Hidayah blog.
Jeston: Yeah and she told the teacher I was LATE.
Kothai: WHAT! she told your teacher you are GAY?!
Para: "Muslim food got no vegetables."
Me: *whispering to Laksmi* "Muslim food got no vegetable?? what the....?"
Raj: from other side of the room "Sha damn offended already! HAHAHA!"
Me: ??????
Thiviya: "Sha just gave me the equal dot equal look"
Me: ???
Thivya: =.=
Me: *Smacks head*
K Seok Peng and Hidayah had a whole drama at the chem lab.
Go read at her blog. Damn funny. What cracked me up was this.
Hidayah: "Is your hand injured? It's bleeding you know."
SK: "Really?! I thought it was red pen ink."
Looking at the whole thing at the 3 person point of view coz
my bench was right in front of hid's.
LMAO.
Wednesday's dance was funnyyyyyyyyyy.
So the seniors went to the hall to do their
finale dance which ROCKS to the freaking core.
Its like 3 minutes of a burst of energy.
Anyway, so naturally
when the cat is away, the mice come out to play.
We practice our SYF dance repeatedly
and were taking a break.
So we somehow broke up into mini groups and started dancing.
Usha and kiru started their st margs dances.
Thivya and Mira started their mazhaithuli dance.
Niran, me, laksh and anna started kutturaaning.
Dancing dappankuttu is really enjoyable.
I dunno why, its a bit like rock.
Where you just let go and become wild.
Me and Thivya are the Aathichudi kuttu dancers.
Niran suggested to dance to "singa onru purappattathu".
LOL.
And my attempt to teach Anna and Laksh dappankuttu moves
was a complete failture.
EPIC FAIL.
Yesterday dance was good.
Niran and Anna were trying to scare me by poking
their eyes and doing some shit thing with their contacts.
Eeeeewwww disgusting.
Then somehow my left eye contact slipped
and I was freaking out coz if it slipped
and came out I have to search for that
tiny thing in the wholeeeeee room!!!!!
Yes, I was bursting a vein like that
then Anna slapped me!!!!!!
I just stared at her in shock for like 2 secs.
"Just calm down! That thing is still perfectly in your eye!!!"
Mental note 1: Never underestimate people miraculously shorter than you.
Mental note 2: Especially Anna.
Niran and I went back home together.
"What's the difference between cheese bun and cheese stick bun?"
Boooss.
And I realized a thing that is repetitive throughout my life.
I can never remember when is the first time I've talked to pple.
I asked Niran if she remembers the first time talking to me.
She replied
"All I remember is that it rained and there was puddles everywhere and
we were walking barefooted to the hall (coz of dance) and
I said "enna kodumai sir ithu?" to you..."
lol!!!!
It is true you know.
Sangee.... St Gabs 06. Thats it. The first time. I think. LMAOOOOOOO.
Vay.... orientation sec 1. we were doing some shit stage performance togthr.
Remember the song " we are we are we are the ones who build community..."
I swear, people make sec 1s do the weirdest stuff to quench their evil desires.
It started off weird vay and it still continues. hahahaha.
Geetha......she was the one sitting behind me in sec 1. So I thought lets b friendly and introed myself.
Ruf, Nan and Sindhu no idea but I think shld be some TL thing.
FRISH, I have no idea too. Riswana, I think I introed myself. The rest, hamz, irf, farhan I have no clue.
AJ Mates, I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA.
Usha, she was my mg mate so I rmbr that.
Kothai, was my personal dance coach, I rmbr that.
She had long hair then.
Para, rolled her eyes at me and said "It's ok I'm breaking up with Niran."
and I thought she was a complete bitch.
The rest of them, I can't remember at all.
And its just been about 3 months.
Hehe. Long way to go with lots of things to do people!!!
Will be missing 2 weeks of madrasah coz of performances.
Damn sad.
Feel like it is never going to be the same anymore.
Not ony because of these 2 weeks but because of academics
I foresee myself having difficulties to cope.
Hey mister, hope you are well physically and mentally.
I miss watching you smile.
K my tongue finally stopped burning.
Off to work.
Piyees avuttu.
posted @ 7:07 AM |
May 18, 2009
I usualy dont do this but out of obligation....here goes....
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: water
2. Last phone call: vay darling
3. Last text message: brindax asked if i took her pencil...damn random... but it was vay.
4. Last song you listened to: nutting but stringz
5. Last time you cried: it was out of happiness. i think 3 days ago.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: no.
7. Been cheated on: no
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special: no.
10. Been depressed: no la. no. im the happiest gal in the whole wide world la.
11. Been drunk and threw up: will never happen.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. black
13. black
14. black....ok maybe silver....on black.
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: YES of course. Love them.
16. Fallen out of love: i haven't fell in love yet to do tt. lol.
17. Laughed until you cried: OH YES.
18. Met someone who changed you: yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: i dont need 09 for tt. shoutout to my sapta and frish.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes annoying piece of dumb shit.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: errr no.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: all my frens r those I meet.
?23. How many kids do you want to have: give birth *shudder shudder* to one and adopt another.
24. Do you have any pets: no. for what have extra headache?
.25. Do you want to change your name: Shabana = Belonging to the Night. Now tell me why would I want to change such a beautiful name?
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Surprise from Cedarian mates at Arangam, Oh Lord, how can I forget the chocolate cake on my face. Surprise from AJ mates. My bday was AWESOMENESS.
27. What time did you wake up today: 3am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: robbing my neighbour. SLEEPING LA. then what!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Right now to fin my tamil lit hmwk...which im supposed to be doing..... but for life, to be truely happy.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 10 min ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: how do I put this in a diplomatic way.....hmmm... i wish my family wouldnt be so complicated....
32. What are you listening to right now: nuttin but stringz.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope. why so random?!
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing. but smtg will just pop up soon knowing me.
35. Most visited webpage: www.linkinpark.com is tt even a ques...
36. Whats your real name: muniyamma karutthayi. go read above la.
37. Nicknames: sha. katalyz. shahfire. charcoal. :):) hahahahha.
38. Relationship Status: Single and loving it.
39. Zodiac sign: The bull but dont expect any shit from me. I'm straight at your face.
40. Male or female?: XX chromosomes.
41. Elementary?: Peiying Pri.
42. Middle School?: CEDAR GIRLS' SECONDARY SCHOOL. bilabila. 4 years of heaven.
43. High school/college?: AJJJJJJJJJ
44. Hair colour: black. yeahhhh. my fav colour.
45. Long or short: short.
46. Height: 152
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: HAHAHAH.
48: What do you like about yourself?: this is the only good ques so far. my frankness and tact. IRONY. but its true.
49. Piercings: Ears. i'm going to pierce my nose for the 3rd time by this year. SIGHHHH.
50. Tattoos: None
51. Righty or lefty: Right.
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: when I was 4 months old.
53. First piercing: Ears
54. First best friend: er... in pri sch..
55. First sport you joined: Swimming
56. First vacation: india.
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nothing.
60. Drinking: Nothing.
61. I'm about to: Fin this and do my work
.62. Listening to: Nuttin but stringz. omg ive said this 3 times.
63. Waiting on: Nothing.
YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: yeah.
65. Get Married?: of course
66. Career?: biologist.
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: both have benefits.....
70. Older or Younger: Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: If I have to absolutely choose..stomach. just for me to see. haha.
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive no doubt.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: errrr.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No.
77. Drank hard liquor: will never.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: not irresponsible like sangee.
79. Sex on first date: No.
80. Broken someone's heart: im not tt cruel.
82. Been arrested: yeah for eating chocolate.stupid ques.
83. Turned someone down: no.
84. Cried when someone died: no i just sat there with a huge smile on my face. WTH la.
85. Fallen for a friend?: a bit la.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: at certain times.
87. Miracles: No.
88. Love at first sight: Absolutely not.
89. Heaven: Yes
90. Santa Claus: *head hits keyboard*
91. Kiss on the first date: no.
92. Angels: Yes
.ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No.
95. Did you sing today?: Yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Like sangee said, after Os.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Haha. Lots of them. Cant choose. VS day. puyal day. Mr. Omer house day.The days I spent in TLDDS with my Sapta.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes.
actually was quite fun.
Oh yeah,
AJ GOT IN FOR ALL 3 CATEGORIES FOR JJ VANAVIL 09.
Challenge trophy, here we come.
posted @ 10:34 PM |
May 17, 2009
Special Olympics SL project is
turnning out to be awesome.
It is like a track and field meet for
the intellectually disable students of Singapore.
On the prelims ystd, I just sat there
in complete fascintion at the incredible
talent of these intellectually disable people.
Man, they look extremely normal just like you and I.
You can't tell that they have such an disability.
Some of them are very very very good looking too.
And they are fast like LIGHTNING on the track.
One guy fin one round in one min.
and another guy for long jump did 5 m 22 cm.
The whole day, I had to literally close my jaw at how
good they were at their own individual sports.
God is great. Truely.
He did not give them normal mental abilities but
gave them extra, sorry, A WHOLE LOT MORE
beauty and athletic talents than anyone
with normal mental capabilities.
Mashallah.
I can't wait for the finals in NUS.
Being around such motivated people makes me feel inspired
to achieve whatever I want.
On Friday,
I learnt some surprising things
about certain people.
And they amuse me because of their stupidity.
How can you possibly believe in something
so bleak in this point of time.
Sigh.
If I say something, people will say
that I don't know how to appreciate
this kind of things.
Excuse me, dont try to kid yourself.
See who you are talking to.
You really think they way I act is out of rationality?
I do appreciate certain things.
But your business has nothing to do with me.
I'm just a spectator watching and waiting.
Times like these, I wish Vay was with me.
Anyway, dance was awesomeness as usual.
Banu and Malene talked to the exco about
our responsibities as great power does come with
great responsibility.
Malene had a talk with Tharshini and me.
Secretaries!!!!!!! << that was in the AJTL tune for those who know. lol.
Then I talked to Suren about my interview
and that was the highlight of my day.
I lost my desired post by a whisker.
But that's alright.
Thalaivar solla mathiri,
கிடைக்கிறது கிடைக்காமல் போகாது
கிடைக்காமல் இருக்கிறது கிடைக்காது.
Malene "Secretaries are the backbone for the vp and p, for the whole cca."
Fooo whoo.
Eh nammalaa muthugu paartukko.
Hahaha.
Big thanks to Niran and her relationship
with chairmans of Singapore.
We are eternally grateful. :)
Mira, Brin, Niran and I went to
NYP for lunch before dance.
"Un samayal araiyil naan uppa sakkaraya"
"Samayakkaari"
LMAOOO.
Saw some unwanted face there when queuing up.
Engeyo oru ITE le padikkiraan endru ninaithaen.
Paravayille, NYP.
Irunthalum sakkadaiyai maligaiyil potta mathiri ninaichukkiraen.
ANYWAY,
it started raining cats and dogs when we were leaving.
I swear, when I become rich,
I'm going to build a shelter from YCK all the
way to AJ foyer.
The 4 of us, togthr with Thivya were
soaked to the skin when we reached school.
Of cos, my hair became like emo hair,
the way I like it,
in school. And everyone was like
"You look nice. You should straighten your hair."
And raj said he will pon camp to style my hair on Agni.
hahahahahha. Parkalaam.
Dance was awesomeness as usual.
It is the only time in school that I enjoy.
Oh oh oh AJTL photo in the concert brochure is
going to turn out baaaadddd.
We were all sweating like pigs and
for impromptu, we were all just doing
same lame poses.
When the photographer said 1...2...3..,
the guys just put all their arummamaadhu weight
on us and pushed the girls literally
2-3 steps in front.
All booos already.
But damn fun. Inimae photographic society
TL-le photove adukkamaataange endra
alavukku vanthurcchu.
Reminds me when my classmate said "Eh J2 indian guys are damn hot la!"
Yeaaahhh right, try being with them.
I know what is theermaana adavu
and I can do it!
Seeing ismail do it is damn funny.
lmaoooo.
Dinner with J1SSSSSS!
FREAKIN HILARIOUS.
In the bus, all of us were talking in
an Yindian accent.
Really cmi accent.
Vheer you guys vaaant to eat yaar?
Macdooonalds ok yaar?
No yaar. Food caaarttt is betterr yaar.
You vaant some vaaterrr.
All the way.
Im sure we posted as a public nuisance.
And all hail, unglaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmm pics.
Seriously, all of us,
Anna, Brind, Para, Niran, Usha, Mirax and me
were laughing like mad cows.
I didn't even dare look at the people
around us. Too paiseh.
Fridays are one of my worst school days.
But it always turns out to be great
after school because of dancing in TL.
The seniors' koothu, the refining, the
way we do much better when we have an audience,
Banu shouting at us to be serious..... all that.
Going to be over soon, but let's not think of that
now shall we?
AJ Concert, here we comeeeeeeeeeeee.
And this time, I'm talking a million photos.
So sad that on Arangam we didn't take any pics.
I'm not going to do the same mistake.
After all, memories are preserved with pics,
unglam or not.
posted @ 10:12 AM |
May 14, 2009
You are reading the blog of AJTL 2009/2010 Batch's Secretary. Yes, got into the Exco. A bit disappointed for not getting the post I wanted. But mostly satisfied. AJTL is not gonna know what's coming.
posted @ 4:06 PM |
May 10, 2009
Dance was awesomeness.
Can't really get the steps but
prac makes perfect.
D.Rajah came back to see us!!
Great seeing her again.
Took a sweeeettt pic with her.
First it was just me and dharsh.
then raj was loitering smwhr near us
so ok he joined in the pic.
Then kenga out of nowhere
"so now will take pic without me all....."
ok fine, she came into the pic.
then malene "i also want to take!!!!"
ok, she also joined the pic.
All these while anna was waiting thr wiht
my phone.
Keetha almost came in but anna snapped
b4 she chld.
But the pic is awesomeness.
Nonsense raj act tao only. Nvr smile.
will upload later.
Exco interview on tues.
Stressed.
I dunno if I can handle it but
I think i have the potential to be in one of
the leading roles becoz I have the passion.
We will c how it goes.
Anytg is fine.
Dinner with J1s.
For the first time.
Usually, it will be with the J2s.
One big TL kootam togth.
J1s have started out small but soon
we will have bigger lunches and dinners
No worries.
Quite a different gang of pple went for it.
Usha, Para, Anna, Niran and me.
But it was damnnnnnn fun.
Somehow when i tell smtg,
pple just have the tendency to do the opposite.
Thr was this bug on Niran's shirt.
I told her "Don't panic. Don't panic. Don't panic"
3 times!!
But what did she do?
Yes, panic and shriek at the top of her voice
in J8 kfc.
-_-'
One thing I learnt abt anna,
Anna= the dropping queen.
Her ice ended up in Niran's shoes.
Damn funny.
Para's stoooopid faces when taking pics.
Maadus la all of them.
Sigh. Life is one big rollercoaster.
The table whr the 5 of us sat in e j8kfc
was the same one when me, sindhu, sangee n vay
sat during one of our crazy lunches.
Can't rmbr which one.
Sangee joined us halfway.
It made me think, how different life is
going to be in the future.
Like with my Uni frens.
Right now, I'm going to cherish
wat I have.
Mysatswereabtu.edaywhrallmyworriesrdrainedwith
justu.2noettuwrupnrunningkeptmegoing.hurtsitsntgoing2blkttanymr.
howamigoingtogowithoutthiscomfort?God,keephimsafenhappy.ttsalliask.
posted @ 8:58 AM |
May 7, 2009
This incident happened a few days ago. Damn funny. I copy paste from my sister's blog. She is in NYP opposite AJ. Ok read now. my darlin sista SHABANA HASSAN. LMAOOOOO. But u know i damn tension alr, just going to chem lect, i get this bomb on my head from my sister. Nevertheless.... I'm such a blur sotong in the morns, I dunno what im grabbin and stuffing into my bag. So ya, sharing with y'all the life of Sha.
decided tt todae was a perfect day
to accidentally take my charger to sch.
instead of hers. -_-
morning ah. make me tension.
n she can stil protest.
"akka. bt e one i took can fit into my laptop noe!?!?"
u tell me. hw e fk tt can happen.
mine is fujitsu n hers is compaq. -_-
of cos give her sum scoldin. n thn im like
dun care whther u can make it or not.
11 o clk u cum to my sch n give me my charger.
n shes like. "my sch gt rule cnt go out.
i meet u at e gate." waaah. nvm. relaxx..
thn i ask her hw long her brk. we both haf brks at 11.
n shes like 11 to 11 15!!!!!
MY GOD. WD KINDA BRK IS TT?
WTF DO U EAT IN SUCH A SHORT TYM?
thn nvm. she msg sayin "dun go to e back gate. cum to e frnt
where the sign says ANDERSON JC
i dun bother i juz walk opp my sch cos e sign there says in huge werds
AJC. n i cal lher. n shes like aiyo tts e bac gate. il b thr
ok n i stand thr n observe.
mcm graveyard siol! not a single soul in sight
juz sum apek sweepin up leaves.
n thn shah calls n goes
AKKA. I THINK THE BACK GATE IS CLOSED U NOE!!!
THN HOW AH?!? -_-
u realise even e smartest ppl can b seriously dumbo jumbo.
n i was like. "eh idiot. isnt e gate like all sch gates.
with HUGE OBLONG HOLES?
its not like ur passin me e entire desktop kan? just a charger!!"
reply "oh. OHH. OKOK. CUMIN. CAN U SEE ME?!?! CAN U SEE ME!??!"
waaah i tell u. in all e heat n me carryin my barang2.
my sister can make me go totally nuts la!
of cos i can see her cos no other soul in sight. except the random apek.
n thn she cums walkin fast with folded sleeves
lady magamma jack la. whahhaha.
[translation : like gangster"]
n im like. grabbin my charger
n goin CAN U SEE FUJITSU HERE??!?!?!
n shes like "thn whrs e charger with e end like a thumbdrive!?!?"
n im like WHHHHHAAAT??
WHR GT CHARGER WITH E END LIKE THUMBDRIVE.
KAN THIS ONE FOR LAPTOP??! NOT HP!!!!
WALAU... n thn shes like.
"OKOK next tym must label ok? u label urs n il label mine." -_-
whahahhahahahahha
my sis ah. tho i was miffed. ok la.
shes terribly funny at tyms. n u gt no choice.
bt laff at it all at e end of e dae.
n thn nw shes home n shes like
"whn u called me i was enterin e lecture hall u noe!
u noe how tension or not!??! "whahhahahahahaha
posted @ 6:27 PM |
Public performance dance pracs have started.
A sense of familiarity.
:)
Ok, in the middle of the dance,
where as usual, the dance leaders
were sorting out positions and all,
(I'm doing the guy steps btw!!!! Awesomeness!),
I just did this ultra lame "dance step"
like you know you swing your right arm
in front and move back simultaneously.
I dunno why i did it!!
It just came out in heat
of the moment.
My thalai vithi, ismail and pradeep had
to c me at that point of time.
Aiyo, damn paiseh.
For the next few hours,
I heard this.
"Sha!"
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!"
Them mocking my dance step.
Nonsense. Pannigala.
Anyway, new steps are beautiful
but hard for a non-barathanaatiyam dancer like me.
But if you gotta do it means you gotta do it.
JJ vanavil auditions CDs have been sent in.
Whooootsss.
J1s worked our ass off for this man.
Shortfilm, rap and comedy (mark=preeetttyyyy! LMAO.)
We better get in.
Yes, Niran, we better get in.
Chairman!!!!
lol. Inside joke.
I realized I haven't blogged about
my new found friends like
Niranjana, Brinda, Parax, Mira, Laksh,
Thiv, Dhanya, Kothai (itha THANDI!!! rofl),
Priya.... my class 3109!!!!!
Soon la soon.
Today Jun Hao just sleeping in civics lect.
I had the bad fate to sit beside him.
I turn to his side and first he is ok u know.
The next moment his head is somewhere near my shoulder!
It happened about 3 times!!
Julia behind laughing her head off.
Bamboo la you Jun Hao.
Sleep in every lecture.
And before chem tut, Diane was massaging
Hidayah's back and it was hilarious!!
Hid was giving these ahem, aaaahhhh, ooooohhh
sounds, you know what i mean!
LOL.
Jeston = No scared!!!
LOLOLOL.
I love my class la.
We are crazzzzzyyyyy.
One big animal zoo where QJ is our zookeeper.
Friends make life so much easier to tolerate.
posted @ 5:54 PM |
May 1, 2009
It is going to be a long post. AJ Sports Carnival was embarassing. Aiyo, I don't even want to talk about it. Should have just joined netball. Anyway, Mr Ang was awesome!!!!!!!!! He ran like lightning like ZOOM! He was gone. Dorcas too. Omg, amazing la all these people. After that, rush like mad to VJ with Cow, Dharshni and Nasima. Yay, new friends!! They think I'm a drama mama. Yes, just wait my ladies, for my tension side. HAhahaha. VJ nite was good. WHOO HOO GEETHA AND JAAN!!!!!!!!! Awesomenesssssssssssssssss!!! Screamed for them until my throat died. Suddenly, at one point of time, I went high and screamed CEDARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Watching that two dance really transported me to my Golden Years in Cedar. Nostalgic matters. Emotional. Met Iman after soooooooooo long. I miss her so so so so so much. Nobody can have such emo and gay conversations like us. Nobody. The ride home with Anna and Thiviyah. So tired and the bus took AGES. Thank god, I'm not in VJ. And yessssssssssssss, Laksh, you r my babe la! Working with Flow is a whole new experience. (For the CMIs out there : Flo = The Killabeez dancer and rapper.) Very helpful and approachable. No arrogance. Talented. And was willing to help us despite his busy schedule. We actually made progress. In Laksh's words "EXcellent!" One of the best memories made in AJ. For my friends: Life has flipped 360 now. In the process, I may have changed without even knowing that I did. My passions have shifted from Cedar and probably my madrasah to AJ because that is my central valve my life revolves around now. But everything else stays the same. My love for all of you, Sapta, Frish, Cedar, alike is impossible to be wavered. It is because of you guys that I can still be grounded, humbled, stable and sane. I will work on my flaws. After all, when I say my life rocks, it is because it is the people in it that do. I love you. You know how much I mean it. And to a particular AJCian: I dislike the way you behave. Don't try to put on a facade. I can be every bit religious as you can be. Don't judge me for what I do and what I have. My true friends know who the real Sha is. I don't need you to define me and make me feel "guilty". It amuses me.
posted @ 8:36 AM |
Apr 24, 2009
Arangam was awesome.
We didnt win the championship title
but i think we did a damn damn good job.
Esp e improv round.
Just thinking where we were to winning
best improv, hahahahaha.
One of the best parts of tt day
was my birthday cake surprise.
Honestly very touched by my cedarian mates and sapta.
No words to express.
The lorry ride, the chicken rice,
the pictures, the NJ gal in AJ,
the makeup, the DRAMA, the memories made.
Cherishing it man.
Birthday was great.
Seniors sang for me.
Class sang for me. (They better! I got them biscuits!)
J1s, aiyo, damn sweet.
Surprised me again with donuts.
:):):):)
Mira got her revenge. hahaha.
I was just thinking last birthday,
I was mugging for my midyrs in Cedar.
This year im in a whole new world in AJ
where life kinda sucks with academics clawing at your throat.
But as usual I keep my sanity with CCA.
Just wish I could open up more.
Be less tension.
Be a whole lot calmer.
Try not to make a fool out of myself.
Know people better.
Be accepted.
When they said JC life is a test, they meant it in all angles.
Seriously.
posted @ 12:20 AM |
Mar 22, 2009
Slumdog Millionaire took my breath away. It deserves all the nominations and awards that it bagged.Hats off to the cast and crewfor such a gem of a movie.This movie pulled at my heartstrings andif you did not feel anything even for a secondwhile you watched this masterpiece,conclude that you are not human.
Allah Rekha Rahman. Need I say anything more?
The real reason of Slumdog's success. God bless. God bless. God bless.They were GREAT.The acting, the emotions. No words man. No words. Thank you God for openingmy eyes to the raw cruel truth of the world.May all the children struggling through every single daybecause of heartless animals under the mask of a human facefind happiness somehow from the mercy of You. Don't punish them because of the wrongdoings ofothers.Please.
posted @ 10:30 PM |
Mar 20, 2009
Ok I wanted a whole new post for this. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHESTER BENNINGTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He whose voice and lyrics have inspired me to just push on even through the darkest days. God bless.
posted @ 6:55 PM |
Today dance was good coz we finally coordinated some movements that have been bugging me. Only about 5 pracs left. The tension is in the air and I feel it chilling my bone and on my dance ICs' stressed out faces. Sigh. Inshallah GWH. Started out the day with my locker failing me again. I swear it hates me. Sweet Kenga offered to help and it OPENED. I was standing there with my mouth open. Becoz she needed only one try. Argh. Anyway, we had a interview with Mediacorp about Arangam who first went to ACJC instead of AJC. Tupids. HAha. While they made their way down to my college, the tech crew and cast together with Mr. Ganesan were talking about how AJ was supposed to get into the finals of Sorchilambam. And I'm not telling this becoz it is my college but it was plain that it was a clear cut AJ win. Never mind. Let bygones be bygones. Let the whole of Singapore know how biased and downright stupid judges can be. Everyone's telling us that we were supposed to get in so that's a victory for us. Before that, we were sitting in the TL room imitating each other of how we will answer the interview questions becoz each of us have a unique quality like Ismail with his hands, Raj with his look, Para and her *rolls eyes*, Keetha's "Basically, actually, finally..." LMAO. Ippadi sirrichu romba naal aachu. So the Mediacorp people came down finally with their camera and lights and shot scene 4. Dammmmmmmmnnnnnnn funny. Keetha, Malini, Ismail and Raj all forgot lines. "So inimael...*pause*....... Ava manasaara romba nalavae Shalini" ROTFL LMAO!!!!! Siricchi Siricchi sethuppoiten. Then we did AJ cheer in front of camera. So fun!!!!!!!!! Aiyo en moonji yeppadi varappoothoo. We were all sweating like pigs after dance. Then after that, J2s talking about the ahem ahem AJ tradition. This year J1s are lucky. Don't think they are going to go thru that "tradition". Coz they are too nerdy. Hhaha. So if there is one thing that I have to thank Mediacorp this year, is for interviewing us today coz it was hilarious "preparing" for it. OH OH OH! We watched AJ's 2007 SYF dance. OMGGGG! The whole time only one word was coming out of my mouth, "wow." 2 secs later... "wow." 3 secs later .."wow." It was awesomeness to the max seriously. I'm hoping and hoping with all my heart that someday a junior in TL would be as awed as I was at my SYF dance. That would be the ultimate. Anyway, had a good day today. Thank You God for always knowing where I will be happy and giving me such wonderful seniors to look up to and have fun with at the same time. Everyday I shuffle my feet and go to college with TL being my only consolation and bright light of another dark day. I feel happy and not to sound dramatic but alive when I'm acting or dancing amidst the stress of academics that I'm drowning under. I just have one regret. I wish I could show and experience with my Sapta the new family that I made in AJ TL. It would be so complete and perfect. With my old kootam and new one. But then again, nothing in this world is perfect is it? And btw, I will be doing my radio drama on Oli 96.8 this sat 6.10 pm. My voice sounds like shit on radio. Peace. Out.
posted @ 5:15 PM |
Mar 19, 2009
Gold with honours. Here I come. Charging at you at 2 directions. Even if I don't reach you, it's always Oh gala oh gala Ooh Aah AJ!!!!!!!! Thank you God. Somehow each time the wait is longer.
posted @ 7:08 PM |
Mar 14, 2009
" The best thing about life is that as it is kicking you in the balls
it is also patting you on the back, and telling you everything is
going to be okay." - Chester Bennington
I love you, Chaz.
posted @ 12:21 PM |
Mar 3, 2009
Your smile brightens up my world. I miss you.
posted @ 11:25 AM |
Mar 2, 2009
Congratulations to Mr. A.R.Rahman
for winning 2 Oscars.
I felt sheer happiness that finally
he is getting
world-wide recognition for his marvellous work.
"Ella pugazhum iraivanukkae"
I'm getting goose pimples just
talking about him.
A man of such simplicity and humbleness
deserves more than oscars.
He has so much of talent and is
worth thousands but he
just dedicates his work and
gratitude to Allah.
I have no words, just no words
to express my utmost respect
for such a man.
"When you have strings attached, you only want to please certain
people. I feel it is a corruption in the mind.
I believe you have to work without any expectations."
Rahman, I salute you,
For everything you have done
for the entertainment industry.
For your songs that have many a times kept me company.
For your constant gratitude for Allah Almighty.
For inspiring me to be better Muslim and more importantly, a better person.
I salute you.
Jai Ho.
posted @ 4:38 PM |
Well, well, well. Here I am at my blog after exactly how many days, my memory fails me. Partly because of my computer's breakdown I think my lack of web activity can also be reasoned to my busy schedule at school. AJC, so far, has been very kind to me by not giving me any intolerable people to handle or emotion-immune creatures to give a piece of my mind to. TLDDS has a been the highlight of my first month of junior college life. Straightaway, I have entered the compeitiive nature of the TLDDS scene with Arangam and SYF. In Cedar, I had to uphold 52 years of honour and here I have to do the same for a short but highly successful 25 years. Even though, in mind, body and soul, I am forever a Cedarian, a AJCian is being moulded in me because of CCA, once again. In my journey to what I hope, success, I want to leave behind a legacy like how I did for Cedar. And I'm going to do that defending my college's academic and aesthetic honour. But one thing keeps nagging me at the back of my mind. The fact that no one knows me. By that, I do not mean knowing my existance and name. It's knowing about me, the person I am. I know it is a bit too early but I want to show people who I am. My past as a very very, how do I put this, fiery senior, they way I lead two different lives, my temper, my patience. I guess I have to give it time but I don't think people in JC have the priveledge of time or interest to know a person inside out. Just a thought struck me. Acceptance. A trivial but vital matter. In Cedar, Sapta, acceptance was never a problem because I knew I had people who could accept me with all my flaws and beauty. I don't want to dwell on it because it is not such a important thing to worry about. I am going with the flow at the moment. I have become very self-concious, I've realized. Lots of questions popping up and my awkwardness around people of the opposite gender. I cannot do anything about it because I have been nutured in a girls' school. Girls' school girls can be generally categorized into two groups. Those who come out to be shy and those who come out to be very outgoing. I belong in the former but both groups definitely have the upper hand of being highly independant, headstrong and steadfast in their choices and actions compared to co-ed girls. I'm proud of where I come from and where I am. All praise to God who knows where His servant shines the most. By the way, I would like to share this quote that has been imprinted into my mind. " If you have great friends like mine, raise your glasses, If not, raise your standards. " My alcohol-free pure mineral water sparkles in the light that penetrates my glass.
posted @ 3:46 PM |
Feb 15, 2009
You are the only one who makes my heart beat fast and slow at the same time.
posted @ 8:04 AM |
Jan 30, 2009
Results of posting came around 6.30 in the morning and my mom woke me just to tell that I got into AJ Science. I'm feeling very neutral about this. Just putting my trust on God. I know He will always do what's best for me. Having conference call with 7 people is hilarious. And Sapta, seriously cannot make it. One in the MRT, can hear the "Doors closing" signal all, another one putting shaving cream on leg, another one screaming into the phone coz she saw an insect. We had to keep on taking attendance also. Aiyo. Funny as hell. EVERYBODY TRY THIS OK!!!!! 1.While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles with it. Your foot will change direction!!! THAT IS AMAZING !!!!! Mysteries of the human body man.
2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand.
http://www.interestingmails.com/smart_foot.php
posted @ 12:39 PM |
Jan 27, 2009
Downloaded Slumdog Millionaire OSTby the great ARR.Though I feel his tamil compositions aremuch better than any of his works,Slumdog's songs are incredible.Full of energy and I thinkwould definitely enhance the emotions ofevery scene. My picks are "Mausam and Escape" and "Liquid Dance"which I think is going to be usedby dance troupes worldwide.So kudos to awesome awesome ARR and allthe best for the Oscars.Now to a less appealing OST, Twilight's.My pick is LOATR by Linkin Park, of course.What else did you think I would choose?Muse's Supermassive Black Hole and Paramore's Decode come next.I'm highly agitated that they put LP's song when the credits were rolling.IDIOTS!Especially when LP was one of the importantbands that inspired the author!So all you twilight fans better be gratefulto LP, Muse and rock music in general.Anyway, Rob's vomit-inducingacting and not to mention face, hasanother item to add to the list, his voice.I can't even find the right wordsto express his "singing". Urgh. *shudder*Anyway, read 3 books in the Twilight series.On to the last one.Don't know what is the big deal about Edward.Not a big fan of the series,though I love Emmett, Jasper and Alice Cullen.Off to work on my madrasah homework now.An essay on the benefits of marriage.....-_-'First line: It's the chainsaw that cuts the wings of women.Lol. 
I have this feeling that it's the female one that is saying.
posted @ 5:54 PM |
I was watching Vijay TV (which I think is the best
Indian channel to date) programmes on India's Republic Day.
There was a motivational speeches show where
they invited my favourite female speaker,
Mrs. Barathi Baskar, to speak.
She said this few lines which to me was like
an excerpt from a poem, naturally,
because I try to relate everything I see to art.
She said
" எது கனவு?
தூங்கும் பொழுது வருவதே அது கனவு அல்ல.
நம்மை தூங்கவிடாமல் ஆக்குவதே அதுதான் கனவு!"
Straightaway my mind wondered to
my O'level days (I'm making it sound like it was years ago),
when Mr. Yusof exasperatedly asked
"How can you sleep or eat?! How?!"
when he saw our devastating timetable.
And Mr. Omer's very inspiring speech,
"உங்களுக்கு நிச்சயமாக தூக்கம் வராது
மனதில் வேட்கை இருந்தால்......."
or something along that lines.
One of the many things that I learnt in 08,
the concept of normality like sleeping or eating
would not occur if your mind and heart
are focused on your goal.
Like when a person is determined to get
first class honours in Biology (ahem ahem, muah)
or for other useless things like
getting level 245 on Xbox games.
Yes, so the next time
you are on a mission,
see if you lose sleep over it.
posted @ 5:25 PM |
Jan 25, 2009
Baking with Komathi and Siva.
Woke up early in the morn
to meet Komathi at Bishan.
Headed to Siva's place.
Already I had only a few hours to spare
now only Siva had to go to pastamania
to eat her brunch.
She took her own sweet time.
And I tell you, Siva is blind as a bat.
The philadelphia cheese was just
in front of her but she was looking
everywhere else.
And nestle cream.
Kadavule.
Komathi and me were clueless that such a thing even existed.
Finally got all the ingredients,
yes that loosu didn't buy them beforehand.
But not before she started freaking out
that she lost $10 and started blaming her dad.
I thought it flew away in the wind.
Siva was positive that her dad deceived her.
After deep thinking,
Komathi, the only bright one among us,
realized that Siva blew it on spagetti at pastamania for breakfast.
-_-'
Off we went to do our very successful cheese cake.
It was delicious.
Credit goes to me for pounding the marie biscuits.
While we waited for our cake
to set in the fridge,
we hanged out at Siva's room.
It was hilllllaaaaaaaaariiiiiiioussssssssss.
Siva and Komathi started dancing like
mad people for Ava Enna Enna.
Copying exactly what Surya was doing.
Esp the step when after Sameera Reddy disappears
from his grasp.
It was so funny!!!!!
Then I joined in when they did Kodaana Kodi
yes that one, and Kathaana Kathaazhey.
I should have recorded it man.
I was laughing like a maniac.
Hilarioussssss.
Anyway, I got a V.A. poster of
Surya and Sameera, courtesy of Siva.
It's going up on my wall
beside Linkin Park, Hrithik and Asin.
It was a fun day.
And I think we should do it again.
Chefs Siva, Komathi and Sha.
Hhahahaha. Right.
posted @ 1:02 AM |
Jan 23, 2009
East Coast outing with Sapta on Wed.
As usual, we waited for Sindhu till the cows came home.
(Actually only one cow came from her house to e MRT station
but thats is besides the point)
After what seems liked an eternity,
all 7 of us headed towards the beach.
Ate our lunch at this Turkish Restaurant
where Sangee made us shout our gratitude.
-_-'
Walked and walked in the sweltering heat
to find a shelter until to a point
where I suggested we should push an sleeping old
man who was occupying the whole shelter to
himself off the bench.
But we finally sat at a measly bench
and talked, among other things, like old women over tea.
The best thing is that we went to the beach
but the stupids didn't want to go
near the water because of a bimbo reason
that their feets would get sandy and wet.
*throws arms in air*
But I went to the water despite the blistering heat.
It was beautiful.
The shades of green and blue were very calming.
I have to visit the most beautiful
beaches in the world. Someday. Inshallah.
The underpass.
How to forget that.
Took crazy crazy pictures.
Then after that,
we went to Nandi's house to chill.
Watched Varanam Aayiram songs.
Just zipping through the whole movie
in half an hour.
Flat on the couch all the way.
Suddenly we were all so tired.
Headed home with Rufina in a long 854 ride.
The outing was so Sapta.
Just chill, take pics to preserve the memories
and talk.
I'm going to miss this.
SAPPPPTTTAAAAA!!
posted @ 10:41 PM |
Jan 19, 2009
Hanging out at Queenstown was fun. Malik is a ooru-mat-karan. Hahaha. He la, pronouncing pongal as punggol (as in the MRT station). On the phone with his friend, "Eh, happy punggol!" Me : O_0?! Anyway, saw something on Chinmayi's blog, http://chinmayisripada.blogspot.com/, Something that prakash raj told her. "En mael kallai eriyaadhe, veedu katti viduven; Enaku thee vaikkadhe, en veettirkku dheepam aetri viduven; Ennai thurathaadhe en ilakkai seekkiram adaindhu viduven; Enakku visham kodukkadhe naan Neelakanthan aagividuven" If you don't understand Tamil it roughly translates to "Do not pelt me with stones, for I will use them to build a house Do not set me afire, for I will light up my home Do not chase me, for I will reach my goal faster Do not hand me poison, for I will become NeelakanTha." Really great lines. Wonderful.
posted @ 12:30 PM |
Jan 14, 2009
Sometimes things are just not what they seem to be. People you know for years just turn into a stranger in a second. And people whom you've always known, almost strangers, turn into friends. It is just so unbelivable that natural bonds are created for something that is beyond reasoning. Like performing arts. Chemistry between actors or sync between dancers are toned with practice but bonding between the performers definately plays a part in completing the beauty of the art and helping to express the art to perfection. I firmly believe in that. But of course, there is a thin line between trying to create bonds and letting go. Everyone is teetering on the edge with everyone. We can try to be close with someone but if the trying is not being reciprocated, there is only so much that we can do. But, but this is only if we have tried enough. My admiration for you just grows stronger and stronger every 13th.
posted @ 8:18 PM |
Wow. So much has happened since the last time I've blogged. I'll go by chronological order. First of all, New Years' Day as usual was at darling's house. It was different from the previous years because this time I was hanging out with Levorice. It was a hilarious experience and went better than I expected. So shout out to my fellow pandipanda players. Next, Syiqah's Bdae/ Class chalet. I took a very very wrong day to wear my wrap around skirt because Angel Mikhail wasn't on my side. Nevertheless, it felt really nostalgic to see my classmates again. We spelt our feelings of our 2 years spent together on sand and took crazy pictures. I, fortunately, found a stone shaped somewhat like a heart but it was disjointed. Reminded me of how nothing is perfect at all. The arcade at Aloha is damn old school to the max. After a long time, I saw the word "Sega" on arcade machines. Roshni, Pipi, Thereza and me went typical 4M crazy in there. Took a video which I think only we would find hilarious. The beach has a really calming effect though we saw dead squids and beheaded fishes. Shiqa's niece is so adorable. Had e pleasure of holding her hand and leading her into e pool. :) Blocking the raging wind in a vain attempt to guard the fire, helping people take scandalous pics, it was really really fun. Made me wonder if I would get awesome classmates in e future like how I did in these 2 years. Next, took out my nose stud. There was very bad skin rxn and I was obliged by the doctor to take it out. So now my nose is completely healed and the hole closed. Sigh. After all the pain I had to go through. Sounds lame but I feel a part of me is gone. A knot appears in my stomach when I realize I have to pierce again for the 3rd time. :(:(:(:( And yes, ultimate grand result day came. Never have I felt so so nervous. Not even before a drama perfomance, or the actual Os. The whole world knows I'm a highly emo person so I bought 3 tissue packets along. Sapta, you guys, make me feel so loved and I was truely touched. Love you guys. Because of darling Sapta, I didn't even have to use one tissue paper, let alone 3 packets. Yes so, there was a miscalculation, I thought I got 11 but I got............... 10.
Very very grateful to God for having mercy on me.
10 is not that good by Cedar standards
and I know I could have done better
but as of now,
I'm satisfied.
AJC is my first choice coz it's near
though Temasak is where
I think I will
fit in the most.
But it's too far away.
Well, we will see on Jan 30.
Currently at queenstown hanging out with Habi and Malik.
Congrats to ARR on the Golden Globe.
Peace out.
posted @ 4:19 AM |
Dec 28, 2008
MICHAEL AND HEMA WON
JODI NO. 1 SEASON THREEEEE!
*Does kuttu dance*
Dandadakkadu dannakku dannakku!!!!!!!
Intha Ah intha Ah intha Ah Inthaaaaaaa!!!
CONGRATS!
Completely awe struck by Michael and Satish.
Ennamaaa dance pandrangae theriyuma?
Their style, their modesty, inspiring man inspiring.
Wish I could meet them like how I did Aerocratz.
Missed the chance when Satish came for Vasantham Carnival.
But its ok. One day. One day.
In other news,
http://entertainment.sg.msn.com/Celebrity-Gossip/article.aspx?cp-documentid=1852596
Oasis guitarist Noel Gallagher has branded The Jonas Brothers 's**t'.
The Oasis guitarist says his eight-year-old daughter Anais
is a big fan of the clean-cut trio
and 'High School Musical', starring Zac Efron,
but he doesn't see the appeal.
Noel said: 'My daughter is into that s**t on the Disney Channel,
The Jonas Brothers and
all of that f***ing nonsense, 'High School Musical'.
'I don't find anything appealing in The Jonas Brothers.
Not in the slightest. No. Is there anything?'
Thank you Mr. Gallagher. Thank you.
No one can say it better.
Give me my LP, FM, A7X, Oasis, Paramore and other bands
anytime man.
All these Jonas Brothers,
Miley Cyrus, Britney Spears and shit
should just burn in hell and
give way to more deserving music artists.
As you can see, I can't stand
pop music. Really really cannot.
*shudders*
Classical, jazz, techno also cannot.
It's just rock and maybe a little rnb/hiphop
thus my liking for FM, Beyonce, Ciara, Chris Brown
and other artists.
But in tamil, it's different.
I enjoy both melodious and kuttu songs.
Depends on my mood.
Peace 0ut. Madrasah holidays over btw :( haha.
posted @ 10:35 AM |
